Hi everybody - before I say anything specific, thank you all for your support. I appreciated every last bit of it over the past few years.
Over the past week I’ve encountered a personal crisis, which has made me reevaluate how I have to think about my future.
Sadly trying to make YouTube my priority is not likely to be compatible with the things I need to do in order to take care of my family.
The pressure of trying to make this a career, with very inconsist results (not all bad results, just results which are difficult to confidently plan around) is making it difficult for me to get out of the way of perfectionism, so I end up with a bunch of scripts which don’t get made into videos, or videos which don’t get finished before my observations have changed and I end up wanting to start from scratch.
So I’m going to be taking a major step back for a while - I’m not likely to be streaming very often and I won’t be promising any videos.
I hope you stay subscribed to my channels and I’ll still be on Metal’s Forge and guesting on shows when I’m invited, but if you don’t want to keep supporting me on here or any other monthly membership format where you might be supporting me, please cancel.
I don’t feel comfortable collecting monthly support, if I’m not working at making personal channel content in those months.
I do hope to keep working on stuff and maybe I will get the urge to do a gaming stream now and then; but I need to make it my hobby again and stop thinking of it as my post-military career path.
Once again, thank you for everything and I’m sorry